Damn it feels good to be me!

Well I have to say I'm starting to feel good about myself again. I gave myself a mini-makeover this weekend. I went back to wearing my contacts, straightened my hair, and went back to my natural hair color(okay well close its a tad lighter). I didn't think anybody would notice. But I went into work this morning and everyone noticed. I got so many compliments that I might have got a swollen head. Its nice that my outside is reflecting my insides. I feel confident now that I'm becoming more like me again. I'm finally finding out what a strong, independent, amazing woman I truly am. I know that sounds conceited but it really isn't. I know I'm not the hottest thing out there but I'm loving myself. Its nice to like yourself. I can be myself for the first time in a long time without "walking on eggshells" or being looked down on. It helps that I am working in an amazing place with great coworkers that appreciate me. I'm just feeling good in general. And I would have to say Uncle Kracker and Kid Rock are in my most played play list on my IPhone. I would post a picture of myself but I think that would be overboard and I dont have a new one of me on my laptop yet. :)

Confused

I'm a little confused about men these days? Its not a question , I'm just truly confused. When did guys become the ones with the ticking biological clock. I was talking with this guy who seemed perfectly nice and normal . But then BAM the clock started ticking LOUD for him not me. Weird town here we come. He wanted to meet Austin and my family when we hadn't had an official date even. Then he got mad that I was ignoring him on yahoo when actually I just fell asleep. I cant deal with girly guys. I know as a modern woman I'm not supposed to want a man's man but I don't want a chick either. I'm sick of guys who want a commitment so quickly. In my experience the minute they get a commitment then they turn and run. I think I need to go get the magnet that attracts the wrong men demagnetized. Maybe when Gretchen and I go to Kentucky again this year again we can find a good spot to bury the magnet cause she has one too. :)Where are the real men who act like men and not scared little girls?